Through my lens: Unspoken thoughts

Last night I was revising some geometry concepts,practising a few questions.... And then due to pain in my neck,put the pen down,straightened my back and somehow started staring at my palm.I was lost among those criss cross lines.The more i gazed,the more unfamiliar they became. And I stared some more with some sort of frustration and anger....thinking what would these lines signify?Why is there so much of mess? So many lines... How could a palmist interpret it?Is our future written in this graphical form? Ooooo Is palmistry that interesting ?What if I rub it off and write something else,whatever i wish!! Is it possible?  My brain was ablaze.But suddenly it took a steep turn,pushed the palmistry to back stage.And then I was floating in pool of geometry,those familiar figures.Ah! there it was,a hexagon at the left top,and i could recall all of its properties.Ha ha ,what a way of revising concepts. Again my brain peered at my palm- to search some more figures?To revise more concepts?...

When u r sad,I wil dry ur tears. When u r scared, I will comfort ur fears. When u r worried,I will gv u hope. When u r confused, I will help u cope. When u r lost n can't see d light, I shall be ur becon shining ever so bright! This is my oath I pledge till d end, 'Why' u may ask,bcoz u r a friend! God must hv known,there wud be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear! He must hv known we'd need to share the joy of little things, in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think he knew our troubled hearts wud sometimes throb with pain, at trials and misfortunes or some goals we can't attain. He knew we wud need the comfort of understanding heart, to gv us courage and strength to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish....lasting n true, n so God answered the heart's great need with a cherished frnd like "you".

It was a small pebble found at a sea shore perceived as fribble formed out of some ore. It was beautiful and mellow curvaceous and lustrous bright with a tinch of yellow under the sun it seemed outragious. He noticed it & touched it took it in his hand it jumped out of euphoria,oouch! was back on sand. It wished to see him again but he had gone searched him, but all in vain alas! was left all alone.

A thousand voiceless faces cast in the same mold silently urging you to do as you're told. A thousand faceless voices speak in the same tone urging you to suppress the song of your own. Fight to rise above the mob for when all is told and done all you really have to show is d little individuality you've won. ****************************** A journey through time & space, trying to bridge the miles & years, between where I find myself, & a place I used to call home. Hollow shells of brick & stone, shadows of ghosts that were friends, the closer I am to where I was, The more a stranger am I to myself. p.s: taken from "Mix-ology"

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will. when the road you're trudging, seems all up hill. When funds are low, and debts are high, and u want to smile, but u have to sigh. when care is pressing, you down a bit, rest if u must.... but don't u quit. Life is strange, with its twists and turns, as everyone of us, sometimes learns. And many a failure, turns about, when he might have won, had he stuck it out. Don't give up, though the pace seems low, you may succeed, with another blow. p.s: visit http://www.thedontquitpoem.com/

ये बारिश की बूँदें, ये कड़कती बिजली, ये हवा का झोका, ये झूमती शाखाएँ, ऐसी है निशा जो मन को भाए ये कैसा है पल, ये कैसी है हलचल, ये कैसी है तूफानी रात, हो रही है बरसात, ऐसी है निशा जो मन को भाए विचित्र है यह क्षण , पुलकित है यह मन, कोमल सा है एहसास यह पल है कुछ ख़ास, ऐसी है निशा जो ख्वाब दे जाए ये ओस की बूंदे , ये सूरज की किरणे , ये चहचहाती चिडियां, ये भोर का नज़ारा, एसा है प्रभात जो मन लुभाए यह खुशनुमा एहसास, यह जीवन का आगाज, यह पल है कुछ ख़ास, मन में है अटूट विश्वास , अजीब है जीवन का खेल जो मन को भाए p.s : wrote it yesterday when it was raining hard.... rain brings smile to everyone's face.

Is it called trouble, she sees it only doubles. Or does it mean good time begins, she is fighting hard to win. does glory too magnifies, who is the one to define. As momentry as bubble, everything crumbles. be it sudden pain, or feeling of in sane. Nothing lasts forever, change gonna stay everywhere. everyday she wakes up, with the hope she wont give up. but at point of time she fears, this bursts her into tears. Her determination sails her through wordly affairs, it shows wider perspective,decisions are fair. Whatever happened today, she will find a better day. her positive look will matter, tomorrow gonna be better.

Life is becoming a mind twister Ah! it is giving me blisters. Sometimes flinching out of fear I brood over speed at first gear. Is it the one keeping me busy? All I feel is am in state of tizzy. Why am I becoming so grouchy? rarely humble and often touchy. Everything is so berserk Can it be over with a jerk? Life is not so easy rather tough It teaches lessons n makes one rough. Call it a urge or spark of fire It is high time,work is dire. Trying hard to collect d pieces of this puzle It is difficult but would not fizzle(out). A person can choose one's attitude to reach high degrees of altitude. One needs to search d soul wander about n finds one goal. I am becoming a believer. things will definitely sound familiar.

Its all about you and I, sitting together under the open sky. Talking for hours,dreaming together, those wonderful memories we would gather. Merrily driving on lonely lanes, we would enjoy in heavy rains. moments of happiness or pain, each bit of sharing would not go in sain. I would listen for hours when u would say, days,months,years would pass in this way. striving together achieving great heights, would never break the bond indulging in stupid fights. laughing on silly jokes, crying on each others shoulder, painting these memories we will grow older. ps: dedicated to all my close friends,yes it includes U!! "Alone I can only say,but together we can shout.Alone I can only smile, but together we can laugh.Alone I can only live, but together we can celebrate"

I don't know why I close my eyes, Ignore the things on which people sigh. I don't know why people say I am adamant, I am not bothered even as i am invariant. I don't know why whenever I do this or that, eyebrows are raised and am called selfish brat. I dont know why I am clueless being, events occuring around although am seeing. I don't know why i became complex, when evrything is clear and can be simplex. I don't know why I remain introvert, when friends are trying to make me an extrovert. I don't know why I don't share my feelings, Am I uncomfortable and afraid of public dealings! I don't know why I keep on smiling, people say something underneath I am hiding. I don't know why I am shy, I am called mysterious as I only say hi! I don't know why it's hard to believe anyone, I am over protective and doubt everyone. I don't know why I fear, noone would understand me,noone would hear. I don't know why I am cursing me, It's special, t...

In my dreams, Lying on this concrete ground, I see darkness all around, Need u Thee but could not found, I search u Thee all around. In my dreams, I fill this void with many facets, Reduce myself to empty set, Standing at a open gate, I search u Thee in my fate. In my dreams, I see something very bright, A shadow in reach of my sight, Where should I go-left or right? I search u Thee whole night. In my dreams, I roam around in a cart, Searching u in world's each part, Is this the end or the start? I found u Thee in my heart.

Vague vision, hasty decision, uncertain mission, in the veil of uncertainty. nasty acts, doubts on facts, unpleasantly reacts in the veil of uncertainty. brooding on complication, jumping on conclusion, away from realization, in the veil of uncertainty. turn to thee....... believe in revision, fight for dedication, enlighten with determination, in the veil of certainty. hope with new horizon, powerful with firm action, cheerful in the beautiful creation, in the veil of certainty. ps: wrote this while studying AI(paper 605).Ah!!! what a concentration do i have?

लहरों से डर कर नौका पार नहीं होती, कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती. नन्हीं चींटी जब दाना लेकर चलती है, चढ़ती दीवारों पर, सौ बार फिसलती है. मन का विश्वास रगों में साहस भरता है, चढ़कर गिरना, गिरकर चढ़ना न अखरता है. आख़िर उसकी मेहनत बेकार नहीं होती, कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती. डुबकियां सिंधु में गोताखोर लगाता है, जा जा कर खाली हाथ लौटकर आता है. मिलते नहीं सहज ही मोती गहरे पानी में, बढ़ता दुगना उत्साह इसी हैरानी में. मुट्ठी उसकी खाली हर बार नहीं होती, कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती. असफलता एक चुनौती है, इसे स्वीकार करो, क्या कमी रह गई, देखो और सुधार करो. जब तक न सफल हो, नींद चैन को त्यागो तुम, संघर्श का मैदान छोड़ कर मत भागो तुम. कुछ किये बिना ही जय जय कार नहीं होती, कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती p.s : not a self composition

Fly….. cranes fly… There in the blue And silent sky. Across the miles Beyond the seasons Over the ocean Beyond horizons So fly…let’s fly… With silver wings of hope Fly ,let us fly. Fear not the morrow Or the tough way She watches over us All night and day. Fear not the morrow Fear not the day She is there to guide us In every way. When the wings tire Just turn to Her Soft arms will gather us Loving tender. So fly…. O let’s fly Fear not the future Cease not to try Fly… fly…fly…

मैं गई अपने मष्तिष्क में , वहाँ मैंने एक यन्त्र चलते देखा बड़ी तीव्र गति थी उस यन्त्र की , रुकने का नाम ही नही लेता वहाँ बैठे बैठे , खो गई मैं ख्यालो में, इश्वर के इस रचनात्मक कार्य में समझ न सकी इसकी तीव्रता का राज़, सोचती रह गई , क्यों है यह हमारा ताज़ अपनी मस्ती में चलता यह,कभी इठलाता कभी इतराता , मानो समझता हो अपने आपको यह विश्व का राजा क्या है इसका अनोखा राज़ , क्यों हुकुम चलाता है यह बन सरताज समझ सकी ना मैं इसका राज़ बड़ा अद्भुत है इसका काज p.s- Inspiration from manju di

Confusion is widespreading all over-inside me,outside me,all around me.Its like fire which is burning each an every tissue,cell of my brain.Has my brain stop functioning?Has it lost its ability to think? The thought process is striving to jump to results,but ....no outcome. confusion.....confusion... and confusion.. What should be my next step so as to take up the right direction? I am standing at a point from where i can see many paths,but alas! none seems intresting to me.Which path should i follow to start off my future journey?Each one is so long that other end is invisible,it fades into darkness. If i choose any would i be able to find my goal n achieve it? What am i looking for? what are my interests? God!!! please help