Through my lens: Unspoken thoughts

Pre script: Thanks to ankit for tagging, m quite irregular in blogging n generally very lazy with tags. But thn, recalled d grt advice frm grt frnd on teacher's day '09-" Siddhi, try to open up n share your feelings with those who care abt u". (these r nt d exact words but essence was same) So here I go- First of all things which u all know- N those which u don't know- 1. I do not like to talk about myself. I m shy n introvert. Though my first impression is contrary. 2. I like travelling n visiting smallest of smallest ,not so known places in rural india. 3. I m helpful but at d same time mean too. I believe its a mutual admiration society n "self giving" is over hyped virtue. 4. I am always preoccupied with my thoughts n dreams. Yes I indulge in day dreaming. 5. I do not wish to opt for 9 to 5 job. Rather want to be a free lancer. 6. I indulge in comfort eating 7. I am scared of lizards.

Did googlism, learned the traffic rules-but m still novice. Took d learning test, passed in first attempt-but m still novice. Got the learning license 6 months back- but m still a novice. Drove many times in side lanes- but am still a novice. Drove to kashmere gate in traffic hours- but m still a novice. six months passed,last day to expiry of learning- but m still a novice. Went to give a final try, yeah!!! I passed- m no more a novice. . . . . P.S- Happy to pass without bribe!! yeah.... hv d license to kill!! Tighten up ur seatbelts, U moron!! Am on my way!!

The greatest pain that can afflict, comes not from gun or knife, but from invisible demons within, gnawing away at you all your life. The greatest grief you can feel, comes not from illness or death, but from the emptiness within, of things that remained unsaid. P.S: not a self composition

G o, Grab it!! R ead & read to increase your horizon. E nthusiasm opens up new doors. E at smart. N othing is impossible.

To love the unknown To laugh at obstacles To smile on those tiny knots To groan n wash off anger To breathe deep To feel the energy To stop cursing To enjoy the present n presents ;) To unburden To Pray To fall but again stand up To learn n relearn To care n show too To bother n not to bother much To observe n admire To touch n feel To waste time in organised way To get bored in unusual manner p.s: First post in new year,back on blog after some wasteful 4 months

Last night I was revising some geometry concepts,practising a few questions.... And then due to pain in my neck,put the pen down,straightened my back and somehow started staring at my palm.I was lost among those criss cross lines.The more i gazed,the more unfamiliar they became. And I stared some more with some sort of frustration and anger....thinking what would these lines signify?Why is there so much of mess? So many lines... How could a palmist interpret it?Is our future written in this graphical form? Ooooo Is palmistry that interesting ?What if I rub it off and write something else,whatever i wish!! Is it possible?  My brain was ablaze.But suddenly it took a steep turn,pushed the palmistry to back stage.And then I was floating in pool of geometry,those familiar figures.Ah! there it was,a hexagon at the left top,and i could recall all of its properties.Ha ha ,what a way of revising concepts. Again my brain peered at my palm- to search some more figures?To revise more concepts?

When u r sad,I wil dry ur tears. When u r scared, I will comfort ur fears. When u r worried,I will gv u hope. When u r confused, I will help u cope. When u r lost n can't see d light, I shall be ur becon shining ever so bright! This is my oath I pledge till d end, 'Why' u may ask,bcoz u r a friend! God must hv known,there wud be times we'd need a word of cheer, someone to praise a triumph or brush away a tear! He must hv known we'd need to share the joy of little things, in order to appreciate the happiness life brings. I think he knew our troubled hearts wud sometimes throb with pain, at trials and misfortunes or some goals we can't attain. He knew we wud need the comfort of understanding heart, to gv us courage and strength to make a fresh new start. He knew we'd need companionship unselfish....lasting n true, n so God answered the heart's great need with a cherished frnd like "you".