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Liebster Blog Award

2011-12-29T18:31:00.004+05:30

And this Zany Man has shown some gratitude towards my quite dormant blog. Thanks to victoriousloser who had patience to go through all the posts compiled over last 5 years - Quite few in no. , easy to glance through, difficult to leave your footprint.

I accept your award with great zeal and inspiration to pen down and publish some more works. Went through your blog http://victoriousloser.wordpress.com for first time and itsjust like you- Mr. oxymoron !!

I adore various folks who inspired me through their great works. Hereby, I award them:

          Nishi- My Inspiration
Minku- Great Buddy
Appy- Amazing writer
          Kappi- The daarling!
                                                                         The story teller

Thanks my fellow birds ;)

The Steps to accept the award:-

1. Say thank you to the person who nominated you in an acceptance post and mention the URL of their blog.

2. Include a snap of Liebster Blog Award in your acceptance post.

3. Nominate 5-7 blogs that have less than 200 followers, but who deserve more recognition according to you.

Under- Over

2011-12-04T20:11:00.001+05:30

Under Estimate Over Power

under Stand Over Fly

under graduate over educated

under seen over been

under kneath over breath

P:S Random Thoughts

What are you looking for?

2011-05-04T15:47:00.001+05:30

Real thing find its way to reveal it by some or other means! Is it so? Read it somewhere and now trying to figure it out while wandering in the lanes and by lanes of my thoughts.

This girl had dreams of her own, a disciplined kid since childhood, affirming with the rules and regulations, never to rebel anything for. And now she has grown up. She thinks a lot, about her past, present and future. She is not a fortune teller, nor even a foresighted who can figure out what is there in her kitty. But she knows that she is not looking for usual occurrences of life. Till date she was trapped in ripples created by day to day circumstances. Today she wants to be free. She wants to foresee the reasons behind her existence. What she has to accomplish before she dies?

Play, study, grow, engage, courtship, marriage, child, family, stress, liabilities, money, old age, disabilities or illness and then THE death???

Life is a full circle or is it a dense forest to be lost in or is it a mirage in a desert? Every stage of life has its own implications, meanings, pleasure, sadness, excitement and wonder element. But what if isn’t so? She doesn’t want to be tangled in any stage of life. And how about over jumping a stage, will it be possible?

How does one fetch answers to bubbling emotions and turmoil of thoughts? What exactly is she looking for, where can she find answers to her insane questions?

हर दिन......थोड़ा थोड़ा

2011-04-07T23:31:00.000+05:30

हर दिन बढती तो हूँ मैं,

थोड़ा थोड़ा

अपनी गलतियों से !

हर दिन कुछ नया सीखती तो हूँ मैं,

थोड़ा थोड़ा

अपने छोटो और बड़ो से !

हर दिन हँसती तो हूँ मैं,

थोड़ा थोड़ा

अपनी नादानियों पे !

हर दिन रोती भी हूँ मैं,

थोड़ा थोड़ा

अपने नाकामयाबियों पे !

हर दिन यह सोचती हूँ मैं,

थोड़ा ज्यादा

क्या यही ज़िंदगी है ?

What am I searching for..

2011-03-22T22:13:00.001+05:30

I am a lonely path of broken dreams,
It is heaven that i am searching for..

All these stars seem dull to me,
It is the moon that I'm searching for..

Happiness is so angry at me,
It is the joy I'm searching for..

There is crowd around me at all times,
It is a soul that I'm searching for..

My life is like an endless road,
It is destination I'm searching for...

Don't know what is it that I have lost,
May be it is me that I am searching for..

P.S- Courtesy "Nanu" :)

Self Control- "Even the best man stray"!

2011-03-04T15:30:00.028+05:30

Self control is an oddly treacherous thing. The instant you think you have mastered it, it deserts you, suddenly and without warning!

He promised never to betray

suppressing the idea in a bray

failing in letting it go away

even the best man stray!

Is he the obvious candidate of adultry
Succumbing to the world's mockery
deafening himself to HIS advisory
resting in his own aery

Drawn in a battle array
Why do you affray
burning the sole in ashtray
even best man stray!

On Saint Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T12:29:00.001+05:30

Do lovers need to express their love on any one particular day?? Why did Pope Gelasius I established this day? To honor several Christian martyrs?? Or for us to follow it blindly till date?? Well do we really believe in this concept? Or we take it as another day to indulge in extravagance? Ah... well what did you buy this time to impress your beloved?

Did you check with the price tag? How much does a Red rose costs today... where would it be cheap? How much for a kg of rose petals? Rs 200 at one place and Rs 40 somewhere else.. Ah, really? Why can't same love be expressed with same monetary amount. Does the intensity differ if u gift a diamond necklace or just a bouquet or only e- greeting card? Btw how many sms(es) floats on this particular day? Good revenue generation for telecom department and various service providers.. Ultimately somewhere down the line you need money to express your feelings. So is it the trade off between money and love?

To My valentine

With you I would Dine,

If you gift diamond with shine,

Else many are waiting in the line .

Well taken, when one goes another comes... Line lagi Hui hai...Love is the same, just recipient changes.. lol

P.S: When love is immortal, celebrate everyday.. You are never too old, never too young to celebrate it every moment. Love you near and dear ones as long as you exist. A simple passionate hug works too ;)

Adding few lines by my dear friend (Gaurav Nagesh), he expressed everything I wanted to scribble

Valentine ke din university campus hote hue jana,

Traffic signals pe heart shaped balloons ka lehrana,

Sadakon par haath thaame navyuvakon ka mandrana,

Unka police ko dekh, dur ho jana aur aankhein churana...

Red roses aur foolon wale bhaiya k achanak bhaav badh jana,

Aaj sabka cute dress with a red touch pehen ke college aana,

Aur kaiyon ka bewajah hi kisi ummeed mein taiyaar hojana... #yeah :)

Campus mein bade groups ka chhote chhote pairs mein badaljana,

Bichare long distance walon ka pure din phone pakade nazar aana

Haare hue singles ka valentine's day ke upar hi sawal uthhana... #eee...Did I ?

Achanak se saale alsaaye mausam ka shayerana ho jana,

Phir yeh sab dekh humne apne dil ko samjhana...

"Har din ki tarah aaj bhi koi rang dikha raha hai zamana"

Killing me softly with his song

2011-02-13T21:46:00.000+05:30

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him, to listen for a while
And there he was, this young boy, a stranger to my eyes

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

I felt all flushed with fever, embarassed by the crowd
I felt he'd found my letters and read each one out loud
I prayed that he would finish, but he just kept right on

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly

He sang as if he knew me in all my dark despair
And then he looked right through me as if I wasn't there
But he was there, this stranger, singing clear and loud

Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

Saddi Dilli to ggn- unforgettable Journey

2010-06-29T11:22:00.000+05:30

You are excited for your industry training but as days passes you realize its more about getting trained in how to reach to your destination. Fun, I claim it to be.

You jostle in the crowd to grab your seat,

You relate to every scene and beat.

You have always been known for your punctuality. Rather I would say you are over punctual. You enjoy being the early ones to enter your premises. Its Monday, you have been warned for not so frequent cab service and more no. of people to catch the service (those returning back to their PG for another Working week) So That Day…..

You were rushing to reach on time with margin of an hour in hand,

But got stuck on Highway with roaring engine and dried salivary gland.

Ah!!The engine was heated, it gulped liters of water. Still, could not recover from the shock of overweighed passengers. It betrayed you mid way and did not provide any other alternative. You are still new to this route.... yet to explore… unfamiliar roads.. different turns… you cant trust anybody.

A red colored chevrolet stopped at your feet,

Responding to your gesture in this heat.

Great, This middle aged gentle man gave a free fifteen minutes ride in his luxury car. The AC was on, your sweat was gone. You forgot the last 2 hours dismaying journey in this heat. Happy for the ending of your first successful lift. “But picture abhi baki hain mere dost”, You have not reached your destination. You have to walk and walk , run for ‘fut fut seva’ – the sharing auto, to reach to another stop. Again you walk …and reach after 3 hours of struggle… half drenched in the sweat.

Do it now

2010-05-25T13:53:00.001+05:30

If you have hard work to do,

Do it now,

Today the skies are clear and blue,

Tomorrow clouds may come in view,

Yesterday is not for you,

Do it now.

If you have a song to sing,

Sing it now,

Let the tones of gladness ring,

Clear as song of bird in spring,

Let each day some music bring,

Sing it now.

If you have some kind words to say,

Say them now,

Tomorrow may not come your way,

Do a kindness while you may,

Loved ones will not always stay,

Say them now.

If you have a smile to show,

Show it now.

Make hearts happy, roses grow,

Let the friends around you know,

The love you have before they go,

Show it now.

A B C D...

2010-04-17T00:54:00.000+05:30

A- Aristocrat

B- bagpiper

C- Contessa

D- Director special

E- Eight Pm

F- Fun Drop

G- Green label

H- haywards

I- Imperial Blue

J- Joney Walker

k- king fisher

L- lime drop

M- Mughal monarch

N- Nicolase no 1

O- Old monk

P- Peter scot

R- Royal stag

S- Signature

T- Tango

U- uni boul

V- Vat 69

w- White mischief

X-xxx rum

Y- yankey

Z- Zingaroo

Lage raho... Pi Pi ke pade raho

Innocent

2010-04-17T00:36:00.000+05:30

" The more the innocency, the more the nearness to God"

Wondering when where did I lost my innocency in the whirls of this superficial life. Missing my chilhood, the freshness, the happiness, phase of no worries, missing those days !!

Life sometimes becomes so selfish, that it wants everything. And while trying for evrything we miss something that is worth more than everything.

Keep the innocency intact in you!!

Random Mail- liked it

2010-04-12T23:58:00.000+05:30

A NORMAL PERSON : People who live in glasshouses should not throw stones.
GRE STUDENT : Individuals who make their abodes in vitreous edifices would be advised to refrain from catapulting perilous projectiles.
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NORMAL PERSON : Twinkle, twinkle, little star
GRE STUDENT : Scintillate, scintillate, asteroid minim.
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NORMAL PERSON : All that glitters is not gold.
GRE STUDENT: All articles that coruscate with resplendence are not truly auriferous.
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NORMAL PERSON : Beggars are not choosers
GRE STUDENT : Sorting on the part of mendicants must be interdicted.
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NORMAL PERSON : Dead men tell no tales
GRE STUDENT : Male cadavers are incapable of rendering any testimony.
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NORMAL PERSON : Beginner's luck
GRE STUDENT : Neophyte's serendipity.
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NORMAL PERSON : A rolling stone gathers no moss
GRE STUDENT : A revolving lithic conglomerate accumulates no congeries of small, green, biophytic plant.
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NORMAL PERSON : Birds of a feather flock together
GRE STUDENT: Members of an avian species of identical plumage tend to congregate.
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NORMAL PERSON : Beauty is only skin deep
GRE STUDENT : Pulchritude possesses solely cutaneous profundity.
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NORMAL PERSON : Cleanliness is godliness
GRE STUDENT : Freedom from incrustations of grime is contiguous to rectitude.
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NORMAL PERSON : There's no use crying over spilt milk
GRE STUDENT : It is fruitless to become lachrymose of precipitately departed lactile fluid.
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NORMAL PERSON : You can't try to teach an old dog new tricks
GRE STUDENT : It is fruitless to attempt to indoctrinate a superannuated canine with innovative maneuvers.
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NORMAL PERSON : Look before you leap
GRE STUDENT : Surveillance should precede saltation.
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NORMAL PERSON : He who laughs last, laughs best
GRE STUDENT : The person presenting the ultimate cachinnation possesses thereby the optimal cachinnation.
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NORMAL PERSON : All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.
GRE STUDENT : Exclusive dedication to necessitous chores without interludes of hedonistic diversion renders Jack a hebetudinous fellow.
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NORMAL PERSON : Where there's smoke, there's fire!
GRE STUDENT : Where there are visible vapours having their provenance in ignited carbonaceous materials, there is conflagration.

Budget

2010-03-01T11:39:00.000+05:30

Birth is our opening balance,
Death, our closing balance,
Prejudiced views are our liabilities,
Creative ideas and good deeds, assets,
Soul, our fixed asset,
Brain, affixed deposit,
Thinking, our current account,
Goodwill and achievements, our capital;
Character and moral, our stock –in-trade;
Friends, our general reserve,
Values and behavior, our goodwill,
Patience is interest earned,
Love our dividend,
Children, our bonus issues,
Education, a brand,
Knowledge is our investment,
Profit and loss is karma earned,
Before final assessment (death)
Balance your sheet.

Why do we Yawn??

2010-02-13T21:23:00.000+05:30

Last week I was travelling with one of my friend in metro after a tiresome day and started yawning like hell. Do hell with good manners, did not cover my mouth even… ah, whoever feels bad turn around!!

My friend scolded me but did not start yawning seeing me. Why??? Isn’t it contagious??Some says we yawn if someone else is yawning in our proximity. True in most of the cases. Catch sight of someone yawning, and nine times out of ten, you will yawn yourself within a few seconds.

But researchers have found that people with autism spectrum disorder don’t tend to succumb to an infectious yawn. Apparently, yawning becomes contagious at around one to two years of age, although unborn fetuses also yawn (presumably not contagiously though!)

In general Yawning is form of gesture of boredom or tiredness. Yes, I was tired that day. And my breathing process had slowed down. So it was a respiratory reflex where my brain sent continuous signals for intake of oxygen. Mind it…yawning is not bad manners. Lol… It’s just a signal of tiredness. Good that you are not bored to death!

Next time if your lecturer scolds you in course of imparting boring lectures, just chillax and say- I am maintaining the balance of o2 and co2. My brain and lung is working in coordination.

P.S : By the way, did you notice while reading this you yawned? Hopefully, it was not merely boredom that did it…

tagged - 7 things ppl don't know abt me

2009-12-22T02:56:00.000+05:30

Pre script: Thanks to ankit for tagging, m quite irregular in blogging n generally very lazy with tags. But thn, recalled d grt advice frm grt frnd on teacher's day '09-" Siddhi, try to open up n share your feelings with those who care abt u". (these r nt d exact words but essence was same)

So here I go-

First of all things which u all know-

N those which u don't know-

1. I do not like to talk about myself. I m shy n introvert. Though my first impression is contrary.

2. I like travelling n visiting smallest of smallest ,not so known places in rural india.

3. I m helpful but at d same time mean too. I believe its a mutual admiration society n "self giving" is over hyped virtue.

4. I am always preoccupied with my thoughts n dreams. Yes I indulge in day dreaming.

5. I do not wish to opt for 9 to 5 job. Rather want to be a free lancer.

6. I indulge in comfort eating

7. I am scared of lizards.

In proud possession of the driving license

2009-12-21T17:40:00.000+05:30

Did googlism, learned the traffic rules-but m still novice.

Took d learning test, passed in first attempt-but m still novice.

Got the learning license 6 months back- but m still a novice.

Drove many times in side lanes- but am still a novice.

Drove to kashmere gate in traffic hours- but m still a novice.

six months passed,last day to expiry of learning- but m still a novice.

Went to give a final try, yeah!!! I passed- m no more a novice.

P.S-

Happy to pass without bribe!!

yeah.... hv d license to kill!!

Tighten up ur seatbelts, U moron!!

Am on my way!!

Things Unsaid

2009-11-25T18:30:00.000+05:30

The greatest pain that can afflict,
comes not from gun or knife,
but from invisible demons within,
gnawing away at you all your life.

The greatest grief you can feel,
comes not from illness or death,
but from the emptiness within,
of things that remained unsaid.
P.S: not a self composition

Go Green

2009-04-22T15:53:00.000+05:30

Go, Grab it!!
Read & read to increase your horizon.
Enthusiasm opens up new doors.
Eat smart.
Nothing is impossible.

Am learning

2009-04-17T16:53:00.000+05:30

To love the unknown
To laugh at obstacles
To smile on those tiny knots
To groan n wash off anger
To breathe deep
To feel the energy
To stop cursing
To enjoy the present n presents ;)
To unburden
To Pray
To fall but again stand up
To learn n relearn
To care n show too
To bother n not to bother much
To observe n admire
To touch n feel
To waste time in organised way
To get bored in unusual manner

p.s: First post in new year,back on blog after some wasteful 4 months

palmistry or geometry?

2008-11-20T23:25:00.000+05:30

Last night I was revising some geometry concepts,practising a few questions....

And then due to pain in my neck,put the pen down,straightened my back and somehow started staring at my palm.I was lost among those criss cross lines.The more i gazed,the more unfamiliar they became.

And I stared some more with some sort of frustration and anger....thinking what would these lines signify?Why is there so much of mess? So many lines... How could a palmist interpret it?Is our future written in this graphical form? Ooooo Is palmistry that interesting?What if I rub it off and write something else,whatever i wish!! Is it possible?

My brain was ablaze.But suddenly it took a steep turn,pushed the palmistry to back stage.And then I was floating in pool of geometry,those familiar figures.Ah! there it was,a hexagon at the left top,and i could recall all of its properties.Ha ha ,what a way of revising concepts.

Again my brain peered at my palm- to search some more figures?To revise more concepts?Or to find those hidden meanings?Don't know,but I could spot some more- rectangle,||gm, triangles(obtuse n acute).. eeeeeee

And those 4 lines,resembling tic-tac-toe.Ha Ha am gonna play that.

( after all as a comp sc. stu we have been doing it again n again... in SS(302),AI(605)...)

For you!

2008-09-19T16:16:00.000+05:30

When u r sad,I wil dry ur tears.

When u r scared, I will comfort ur fears.

When u r worried,I will gv u hope.

When u r confused, I will help u cope.

When u r lost n can't see d light,

I shall be ur becon shining ever so bright!

This is my oath I pledge till d end,

'Why' u may ask,bcoz u r a friend!

God must hv known,there wud be times

we'd need a word of cheer,

someone to praise a triumph or

brush away a tear!

He must hv known we'd need

to share the joy of little things,

in order to appreciate

the happiness life brings.

I think he knew our troubled hearts wud

sometimes throb with pain,

at trials and misfortunes

or some goals we can't attain.

He knew we wud need

the comfort of understanding heart,

to gv us courage and strength

to make a fresh new start.

He knew we'd need companionship unselfish....lasting n true,

n so God answered the heart's great need with a cherished frnd like "you".

.........................

2008-08-31T17:05:00.000+05:30

It was a small pebble
found at a sea shore
perceived as fribble
formed out of some ore.

It was beautiful and mellow
curvaceous and lustrous
bright with a tinch of yellow
under the sun it seemed outragious.

He noticed it & touched it
took it in his hand
it jumped out of euphoria,oouch!
was back on sand.

It wished to see him again
but he had gone
searched him, but all in vain
alas! was left all alone.

Lost in the mob

2008-08-30T15:50:00.000+05:30

A thousand voiceless faces
cast in the same mold
silently urging you
to do as you're told.

A thousand faceless voices
speak in the same tone
urging you to suppress
the song of your own.

Fight to rise above the mob
for when all is told and done
all you really have to show
is d little individuality you've won.

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A journey through time & space,
trying to bridge the miles & years,
between where I find myself,
& a place I used to call home.

Hollow shells of brick & stone,
shadows of ghosts that were friends,
the closer I am to where I was,
The more a stranger am I to myself.

p.s: taken from "Mix-ology"

Don't Quit

2008-07-19T02:07:00.000+05:30

When things go wrong,
as they sometimes will.
when the road you're trudging,
seems all up hill.

When funds are low,
and debts are high,
and u want to smile,
but u have to sigh.

when care is pressing,
you down a bit,
rest if u must....
but don't u quit.

Life is strange,
with its twists and turns,
as everyone of us,
sometimes learns.

And many a failure,
turns about,
when he might have won,
had he stuck it out.

Don't give up,
though the pace seems low,
you may succeed,
with another blow.

p.s: visit http://www.thedontquitpoem.com/

अहसास .......

2008-07-15T16:36:00.000+05:30

ये बारिश की बूँदें,
ये कड़कती बिजली,
ये हवा का झोका,
ये झूमती शाखाएँ,
ऐसी है निशा जो मन को भाए

ये कैसा है पल,
ये कैसी है हलचल,
ये कैसी है तूफानी रात,
हो रही है बरसात,
ऐसी है निशा जो मन को भाए

विचित्र है यह क्षण ,
पुलकित है यह मन,
कोमल सा है एहसास
यह पल है कुछ ख़ास,
ऐसी है निशा जो ख्वाब दे जाए

ये ओस की बूंदे ,
ये सूरज की किरणे ,
ये चहचहाती चिडियां,
ये भोर का नज़ारा,
एसा है प्रभात जो मन लुभाए

यह खुशनुमा एहसास,
यह जीवन का आगाज,
यह पल है कुछ ख़ास,
मन में है अटूट विश्वास ,
अजीब है जीवन का खेल जो मन को भाए

p.s : wrote it yesterday when it was raining hard.... rain brings smile to everyone's face.

Tomorrow gonna be better.

2008-07-15T16:24:00.000+05:30

Is it called trouble,
she sees it only doubles.
Or does it mean good time begins,
she is fighting hard to win.

does glory too magnifies,
who is the one to define.

As momentry as bubble,
everything crumbles.
be it sudden pain,
or feeling of in sane.

Nothing lasts forever,
change gonna stay everywhere.

everyday she wakes up,
with the hope she wont give up.
but at point of time she fears,
this bursts her into tears.

Her determination sails her through wordly affairs,
it shows wider perspective,decisions are fair.

Whatever happened today,
she will find a better day.
her positive look will matter,
tomorrow gonna be better.

Life.............

2008-07-08T16:10:00.000+05:30

Life is becoming a mind twister
Ah! it is giving me blisters.

Sometimes flinching out of fear
I brood over speed at first gear.

Is it the one keeping me busy?
All I feel is am in state of tizzy.

Why am I becoming so grouchy?
rarely humble and often touchy.

Everything is so berserk
Can it be over with a jerk?

Life is not so easy rather tough
It teaches lessons n makes one rough.

Call it a urge or spark of fire
It is high time,work is dire.

Trying hard to collect d pieces of this puzle
It is difficult but would not fizzle(out).

A person can choose one's attitude
to reach high degrees of altitude.

One needs to search d soul
wander about n finds one goal.

I am becoming a believer.
things will definitely sound familiar.

Friends forever...

2008-05-09T11:59:00.001+05:30

Its all about you and I,
sitting together under the open sky.

Talking for hours,dreaming together,
those wonderful memories we would gather.

Merrily driving on lonely lanes,
we would enjoy in heavy rains.

moments of happiness or pain,
each bit of sharing would not go in sain.

I would listen for hours when u would say,
days,months,years would pass in this way.

striving together achieving great heights,
would never break the bond indulging in stupid fights.

laughing on silly jokes, crying on each others shoulder,
painting these memories we will grow older.

ps: dedicated to all my close friends,yes it includes U!!

"Alone I can only say,but together we can shout.Alone I can only smile, but together we can laugh.Alone I can only live, but together we can celebrate"

I don't know why.....

2008-04-17T12:38:00.000+05:30

I don't know why I close my eyes,
Ignore the things on which people sigh.

I don't know why people say I am adamant,
I am not bothered even as i am invariant.

I don't know why whenever I do this or that,
eyebrows are raised and am called selfish brat.

I dont know why I am clueless being,
events occuring around although am seeing.

I don't know why i became complex,
when evrything is clear and can be simplex.

I don't know why I remain introvert,
when friends are trying to make me an extrovert.

I don't know why I don't share my feelings,
Am I uncomfortable and afraid of public dealings!

I don't know why I keep on smiling,
people say something underneath I am hiding.

I don't know why I am shy,
I am called mysterious as I only say hi!

I don't know why it's hard to believe anyone,
I am over protective and doubt everyone.

I don't know why I fear,
noone would understand me,noone would hear.

I don't know why I am cursing me,
It's special, the creation of Thee.

I don't know why I am what I am,
help me improvising or accept me for what I am!

In my dreams...

2008-03-05T19:06:00.000+05:30

In my dreams,
Lying on this concrete ground,
I see darkness all around,
Need u Thee but could not found,
I search u Thee all around.

In my dreams,
I fill this void with many facets,
Reduce myself to empty set,
Standing at a open gate,
I search u Thee in my fate.

In my dreams,
I see something very bright,
A shadow in reach of my sight,
Where should I go-left or right?
I search u Thee whole night.

In my dreams,
I roam around in a cart,
Searching u in world's each part,
Is this the end or the start?
I found u Thee in my heart.

Path of uncertainty to certainty

2008-03-04T18:34:00.000+05:30

Vague vision,
hasty decision,
uncertain mission,
in the veil of uncertainty.

nasty acts,
doubts on facts,
unpleasantly reacts
in the veil of uncertainty.

brooding on complication,
jumping on conclusion,
away from realization,
in the veil of uncertainty.

turn to thee.......

believe in revision,
fight for dedication,
enlighten with determination,
in the veil of certainty.

hope with new horizon,
powerful with firm action,
cheerful in the beautiful creation,
in the veil of certainty.

ps: wrote this while studying AI(paper 605).Ah!!! what a concentration do i have?

एक कोशिश...

2008-03-03T18:53:00.000+05:30

लहरों से डर कर नौका पार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.
नन्हीं चींटी जब दाना लेकर चलती है,
चढ़ती दीवारों पर, सौ बार फिसलती है.

मन का विश्वास रगों में साहस भरता है,
चढ़कर गिरना, गिरकर चढ़ना न अखरता है.
आख़िर उसकी मेहनत बेकार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.

डुबकियां सिंधु में गोताखोर लगाता है,
जा जा कर खाली हाथ लौटकर आता है.
मिलते नहीं सहज ही मोती गहरे पानी में,
बढ़ता दुगना उत्साह इसी हैरानी में.

मुट्ठी उसकी खाली हर बार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती.
असफलता एक चुनौती है, इसे स्वीकार करो,
क्या कमी रह गई, देखो और सुधार करो.

जब तक न सफल हो, नींद चैन को त्यागो तुम,
संघर्श का मैदान छोड़ कर मत भागो तुम.
कुछ किये बिना ही जय जय कार नहीं होती,
कोशिश करने वालों की कभी हार नहीं होती

p.s : not a self composition

FLY ... HIGH N HIGH

2008-02-18T18:04:00.000+05:30

Fly….. cranes fly…
There in the blue
And silent sky.

Across the miles
Beyond the seasons
Over the ocean
Beyond horizons

So fly…let’s fly…
With silver wings of hope
Fly ,let us fly.

Fear not the morrow
Or the tough way
She watches over us
All night and day.

Fear not the morrow
Fear not the day
She is there to guide us
In every way.

When the wings tire
Just turn to Her
Soft arms will gather us
Loving tender.

So fly…. O let’s fly
Fear not the future
Cease not to try

Fly… fly…fly…

अद्भुत यन्त्र

2008-02-11T23:47:00.000+05:30

मैं गई अपने मष्तिष्क में ,
वहाँ मैंने एक यन्त्र चलते देखा
बड़ी तीव्र गति थी उस यन्त्र की ,
रुकने का नाम ही नही लेता

वहाँ बैठे बैठे , खो गई मैं ख्यालो में,
इश्वर के इस रचनात्मक कार्य में
समझ न सकी इसकी तीव्रता का राज़,
सोचती रह गई , क्यों है यह हमारा ताज़

अपनी मस्ती में चलता यह,कभी इठलाता कभी इतराता ,
मानो समझता हो अपने आपको यह विश्व का राजा
क्या है इसका अनोखा राज़ ,
क्यों हुकुम चलाता है यह बन सरताज

समझ सकी ना मैं इसका राज़
बड़ा अद्भुत है इसका काज

p.s- Inspiration from manju di

Confusion persists...

2008-02-09T20:14:00.000+05:30

Confusion is widespreading all over-inside me,outside me,all around me.Its like fire which is burning each an every tissue,cell of my brain.Has my brain stop functioning?Has it lost its ability to think? The thought process is striving to jump to results,but ....no outcome.

confusion.....confusion... and confusion..

What should be my next step so as to take up the right direction? I am standing at a point from where i can see many paths,but alas! none seems intresting to me.Which path should i follow to start off my future journey?Each one is so long that other end is invisible,it fades into darkness.
If i choose any would i be able to find my goal n achieve it? What am i looking for? what are my interests? God!!! please help

WHAT IS LIFE

2007-05-15T12:37:00.000+05:30

LIFE IS A CHALLENGE.......................................MEET IT.
LIFE IS A GIFT.....................................................ACCEPT IT
LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE...................................DARE IT.
LIFE IS A SORROW.............................................OVERCOME IT.
LIFE IS A TRAGEDY............................................FACE IT.
LIFE IS A DUTY....................................................PERFORM IT.
LIFE IS A GAME...................................................PLAY IT.
LIFE IS A MYSTERY...........................................UNFOLD IT.
LIFE IS A SONG ...................................................SING IT.
LIFE IS A OPPOTUNITY.....................................TAKE IT.
LIFE IS A JOURNEY..............................................COMPLETE IT.
LIFE IS A PROMISE..............................................FULFILL IT.
LIFE IS A LOVE.....................................................ENJOY IT.
LIFE IS A BEAUTY................................................PRAISE IT.
LIFE IS A SPIRIT..................................................REALIZE IT.
LIFE IS A STRUGGLE..........................................FIGHT IT.
LIFE IS A PUZZLE.................................................SOLVE IT
LIFE IS A GOAL.....................................................ACHIEVE आईटी

p.s: I just read it somewhere n was bound to post it.Great words na!!!

Nature is amazing !!!! I just love it

2007-05-13T15:39:00.000+05:30

Be with nature and u forget everything else!!!!

Far away in a boat, away from wordly affairs...

Its too good na!!!

Simply magic!!!!

What a sunset!!!

Its just lovely!!!!

Never Expect...

2007-04-16T11:01:00.000+05:30

It seems a pessimistic approach , but its true with evryone.The more you expect n the more u get frustrated. Not to expect is one step ahead in ladder of being happier.If you don't expect n still u get ,it gives a scintilating affect of surprise.Why not to stop brooding on what you don't get from others,rather appreciate what you possess.
But its in human nature to EXPECT.One expects n if it is not fulfilled,emotions get scattered.But why should I take things to heart.Different situations teaches different lessons...
It is better not to expect anything from anyone-it may be ur frnds,family or very closeones. Just learn n live happily."GOD HELP THOSE WHO HELP THEMSELVES"

25 things i want to do before i die:-

2007-04-09T16:47:00.000+05:30

Hey!!! I got a topic to write. So now atleast my frnds wont complain...
My first post after 4 months of creation of my blog......

Visit my hostel again. It has been 4 yrs since i went last time.
Visit pondicherry atleast once every year.
Be in shape n exercise regularly.
See a time lapse, so that i enter my child hood again.I cherish those chirpy moments.
Live my life without regrets n never to fail in giving my best.
be patient n always smile even at tough situations.
realise why i m born n accomplish my tasks.As everyone is born with some predefined duty.
live a day w/o being selfish .
And yes , wanna Nishi to return my chilhood pics.
Meet my old friends- list is endless. All are in diff states.
have a get together with all youth campers i met in begining of this year.
Explore my country from kashmir to kanyakumari.
See all wonders of the world.
have a world tour.
learn swimming n lawn tennis.
learn classical form of dances n also shake my leg on westurn beats.
come on t.v- as a newsreader or anchor or host or celibrity or even as a audience.
oh! yes be regular with updating my blog.
play football again... those were memorable sessions of 1 hr daily.
spend a day on a island with my friends.
go to some hill stations with only my sisters, like last time of mussoorie trip.That was great fun.
Fly high n high n high.... never to come down.
concentrate myself at least for few hours.
Jump from high cliff. Huh! it would be thrilling.
......

P.S: last one is blank so dat i may fill it with some solid n concrete thing.Donno whn wud i realise it.

Come and Share

2007-01-15T13:51:00.000+05:30

Hey everyone!,

Welcome to my space.