Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Thoughtful to mind! Mindful to thought!


Chain of thoughts: Entangled
Brain and Heart: Isolated
Boulevard of dreams:Blasted
Brain Neurons: Rapidly Moved/ Winning Marathons
Emotional Quotient:  Exceptionally High
Intelligence Quotient:  Error Encountered
Love Quotient: No data found
Vital Stats: Alive
Heart Beat:  Remotely ticking
Reader: Puzzled

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

A little more... A little less

A little here or a little there...
...and you loose your balance

A little more you speak or a little less you listen
...and you loose the essence
 A little more concern or little less affection
...and you loose your presence

A little here or a little there...
...and you loose your stance

A little more you shed a little less you swallow
...and you drown in your tears
A little more of past a little less of morrow
...and you shiver in your fear

A little here or a little there...
...and you loose your glance

A little more of dew a little less of view
...and you dwell in tiny droplet
A little more you grew a little less you tew
...and you die in your coverlet

 A little here or a little there...
...and you loose your chance

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

At Crossroad!

Two souls met at crossroad. Destined to follow two different tracks, met at the cross section. Yes, they are at a crossroad! Its She, He and her heart. Living every moment more than before, Yes they are still at crossroad. People say opposite attracts, are they? ain't they?

Will the clock stop ticking for now. Yes they are still at crossroads! Destined to move in two different direction. Sweet memories to cherish, short talks to share. Yes, They loved the moment.But they have to move ahead without blocking others.

Searching for her own path, leaving behind trail of memories, she has to move on. In silence, every particle in surrounding reminds her of him. Despite her best efforts to overcome the thought, he keeps coming around.  Much to her dismay, she enjoyed his company. Will their fate take a 360 degree turn. Will he turn back.Will they meet again at another cross section.

Stop for a while, wait, inhale the cold breeze, feel it. Cherish your surrounding. A good sleep tonight would make tomorrows journey worthwhile. God has created someone for everyone. You are trading a good guy for bad guy for no guy.

 " Cause in this crazy world 
 A pleasure those, and she don't want 
 She needs to know where she belongs
She only wants to see what this has done to him and her
 Afraid if she turns on with nothing at all "
            - The Distance between them

Monday, July 1, 2013

If Only...

If Only…
You would know
Your demeanor tickles my heart
This melodious “Ha Ha” is only your art.

If Only …
You could feel
That warmth which creates ripples
With that soft touch my palm stipples

If Only …
You could understand
Those thousand faces are demonic
And my love for you is platonic

If Only…
I could tell you
I long for your presence
Those endless talks have its benevolence

If Only…
I could tell you
I am awestruck with your shine
I wish you could be mine

If Only…
I could tell you
I got everything, If I got you
Need nothing more than you

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Trauma or Drama?

Day 1:
Eeewww, and there I am sitting in dentist awkward positioned chair.
Doc: How have you been girl? (Assistant hands over my past record file) Oh, long time. You visited last time in year 2008.
Me:  (Calculation going on in brain: 5 odd years, I murmur: and you had some opportunity loss; a patient visiting after long intervals is not a good sign). *Grin*
Doc: (Examines) Hmmm …where are your lower wisdom tooth? Not yet grown. Upper ones are cavitised too. Ok, we need to take x-ray for tooth 5/6 and then decide whether it will go for Root Canal or I can save it by mere filling.
Me: ( Nodding) Hmm, pls see if this sandwich filling would relief my pain. I don’t want it to turn into root canal.
Cavity: I have taken you into my trap, Girl! This good looking doc can’t save you.  Shell out some money; I have befriended all the docs! Com’on, Its business!!
Doc:  (Xray is done) Beta, Open your mouth! Inserts all sort of instruments, hits the cavity tooth, does temporary filling.
Me: Oouch, Ahhhhh.  (Some discussions over the table, details explained)
Me: and your charges… (If this : then X , If that : Then Y. details are given )

Day 2: 
Doc:   (Examines) Surely, it goes for Root Canal.  4-5 Sittings required!  
Cavity:  Fans gaya re!
Me: Ok , start  the procedure.
Instruments: Let’s play a football match in her mouth.
Doc: (Inserts mirror sort of object, suction pipe, some needle ; Half sitting chair is pushed to half lying one; Puts on his gloves)  Utters: 20 mm needle, 35, 25 … n what not
Me:  (Mouth wide open) , pain tickles down the jaw line. Eyebrows arose. I cry hard.
Doc: Injects some anesthesia, asks his assistant to check for patient waiting outside. Hmmm… More the merrier.
Me: (Imagination taking its roll) There should be a board “Caution! Work in Progress”.  This doctor is acting like an architect. No, more like a metro construction worker.  Needle penetrates till the root. I have clinched my fist. No relief!  … work is in still in progress.
Instruments: We played a good half an hour match. Though it’s a draw.
Cavity:  Time to Move to some other mouth, some other tooth! Common I create business for all.

Day 3:
(I had cancelled my previous appointment due to ill health)
Me: Waiting, waiting, waiting … few calls, checks whatsApp and sleeps on the couch. And then I am called inside. Its again same half laying half sitting chair.  I adjust myself comfortably. Yeah, quite used to I am.
Doc:  What happened, quite busy? Coming from College directly?
Me: Doc, I am working now. I have completed my post graduation as well.
Doc: Oh so sorry, mind gets stuck sometimes. The image is formed of year 2008. So you work 9 to 6, then gym and then dentist! Good.
( Doctor  opens up the filling, does cleaning and refills it temporarily. Some gum treatment as well)
Me & Doc: (Discussions over the table) My job profile, his business requirement, software he uses, wanna  go paperless, his fears and Practo.com
Me: Doc, Can you make next appointment little earlier? (Appointment fixed)

Day 4:
(5 patients, long queue)
Me:  (Signals assistant, he comes out) I had an appointment at 8 p.m . Do I need to wait?
Assistant ( Kuldeep) : No Ma’am , you will be called first.
Doc:  (Discusses the condition and starts the treatment) No anesthesia required.
Me :  I raised my eyebrow, oouch!  
Doc: Hey ( Calling my sis name), oh sorry Siddhi ! It hurts?
Me: This doc remembers his first patient from my family.  Hmm, she introduced so many patients to him. Pure business!
Doc:  ( treatment is in progress)tum to thehre pardesi,  Laut ke kab aaoge. (Me: Awestruck, this doc wants his patients to come often :P) Sorry, taking a minute off.. am tired , my colleague went to US for higher studies. She was supporting me from last 3-4 years.  Again I need to handle all patients single handedly.
Next appointment: Saturday is off for you, Ok, in morning.  Then you make a decision for capping and all that will chargeable separately. Bill till date: Rs 5900.  My Eyes wide open.

Day 5:
Final Day arrived, Its Saturday!  Leisure day for me.  Appointment in the morning slot.
Doc: (Last Scene) does final filling and cleans each tooth.
Me:   ( All the time thinking- How would I get the bill claimed) Finally it is over. Yeah! I am relieved.
All the strenuous exercise mouth went through, at the end it would be repaid off.
Doc:  As a part of his practice shares some Do’s & Don’ts.
Me: Nodding every time! Ya, Ya. Ok Ok.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Which Way

Have reached the cross section
This way or which way

Both ways seems illuminated
will I find my way

If right, I may miss those on left
If left, I may never see things on right

Where should I turn,
This way or that way

Both ways seems alluring
will I find my way

I'll find my way

There comes a time,
In each man's life,
To find your way,
Or fall behind

Who you are,
Is the path you take,
And I'll find my way ,
Through your mistake

Sometimes your tears,
Are your bridge to the sky,
But you can't trust souls,
With no truth in their eyes

Who you are,
Is the path you take,
And I'll find my way,
Through your mistake

Time will heal,
And all we know,
If nothing's learned,
Baby, nothing grows

Time will heal,
And all we know,
Everything stays the same,
Nothing changes,
Nothing changes

A man's not a man,
When he takes the lower road,
Dragging his tail,
To cover his tracks

When you plant the seeds,
Of doubt in my mind,
You know you run the risk,
Of being left behind

When I turn the mirror,
I turn it back on myself,
I can see your way,
Was a cry for help

Time will heal,
And all we know,
If nothing's learned,
Baby, nothing grows

Time will heal,
For all we know,
Everything stays the same,
Nothing changes,
Nothing changes