I don't know why I close my eyes,
Ignore the things on which people sigh.
I don't know why people say I am adamant,
I am not bothered even as i am invariant.
I don't know why whenever I do this or that,
eyebrows are raised and am called selfish brat.
I dont know why I am clueless being,
events occuring around although am seeing.
I don't know why i became complex,
when evrything is clear and can be simplex.
I don't know why I remain introvert,
when friends are trying to make me an extrovert.
I don't know why I don't share my feelings,
Am I uncomfortable and afraid of public dealings!
I don't know why I keep on smiling,
people say something underneath I am hiding.
I don't know why I am shy,
I am called mysterious as I only say hi!
I don't know why it's hard to believe anyone,
I am over protective and doubt everyone.
I don't know why I fear,
noone would understand me,noone would hear.
I don't know why I am cursing me,
It's special, the creation of Thee.
I don't know why I am what I am,
help me improvising or accept me for what I am!
5 years ago